My gloomy face and the dark bags under my eyes, caused by lack of sleep, I couldn't quite open them. I am looking at the sky outside my bedroom window nearby, from my fingers I managed to half open my window letting myself be imbued with a big breath of fresh air.
The air is humid, don’t you think so? Through its contact, you feel yourself living… My heart was going pit-a-pat in my chest, I was anxious to hear the music beginning…When music begins, this is the very beginning. My heart is filling with adrenaline, my heart is being filled with sweetness and joy. I remember every moment. I feel myself fulfilled like a flower opening out at the first rays of sunshine. It is unbelievable how you feel when you are watched while playing. But above all when you do what you really love to do. My drive to succeed indeed, this is this very drive I had.
But I’ll never be able to do it …I would have so much liked to play, and ignored everything else.